If OnLy YoU ReAllY KnEw Me!

Back from Spring Break!

2004-04-10T14:28:34Z

I havent upfated because I have been in Florida for SB! and of course I ran into Anthony and his lil bitch! It was pretty fun though! I mean I think Im really starting to get over Anthony and everything! I saw this guy I know from school that I dont really talk to much down there but we hung out alot I think I really like him but then it could just be like a rebound thing! But thats my update!

gahhh!

2004-03-29T23:32:12Z

So today has been all screwed up! I saw Anthony for the first time since we broke up and I walked up to him just to talk NOT TRY TO GET BACK TOGETHER OR ANYTHING! but guess wat he did! He saw me walkin toward him and he walked away a started holdin Stephany's hand! I really just wanted to cry!! I F*CK*IN HATE GUYS!! grr! Then anyways I went home and I was talkin to my grandmother and we were talking about my mom who is a total coke head and everything and we came to the conclusion that she is a totlat peice of shit! And I'm all like what do I do about all that?! Then I go to give my dog food and I can't find her! I think she ran away! This has juist been an all around bad day!!

Oh gahhhh!

2004-03-28T19:35:09Z

This has been the worst week of my life! Anthony broke up with me out of the blue! But I just found out that hes datin this girl named Stephany who is suppose to be one of my frinds! Shes not like one of my best friends and she hasnt ever really been but shes my friend i guess and now she datin my man! Im going to beat her ass! I swear to god I am! But I get out for Spring Break next week and I was suppose to go to Florida with Anthony all of spring break but guess what!! Apparently Stephany is going with him now! And for spring break Ill probably be sitting at home crying by myself! This is so f*ck*d up! I tried to do something with all my girls this weekend and all of them were like sorry cant I have better things to do! So I sat home all weekend! I realy am just kinda wishing I was a little bit of what you call dead right now! But I know itll be ok!..I think!I mean what else could go wrong?

Heart Broken!

2004-03-26T17:51:00Z

Today has been the worst day of my life! Anthony broke up with me! I dont even know why! It was so sudden! Just Monday we were talking about how we wanted to stay together forever! I know that could have freaked him out or something but sh*t hes the one that brought it up! I cant believe this! I dont know what to do! Im so used to calling him when I have a peoblem now I dont know who to call or even who I should be around! I stopped hanging out with all my friends almost completely to be around him all the time so I dont know who is doing what any more! I really just need some one to go and get really trashed with but I dont even know if my friends are even still about all that anymore! I need to go call some of them! Ill update again later!

::.FIRST ENTRY!.::

2004-03-24T16:32:59Z

Hey! This is my first entry! I'm <>! But yep! Anyways! My name is Allison! But I go by Alli! And I'm 16! Is that AWESOME or what? I drive a Celica! Its so pretty! I love it! But about my day so far! I havent done too much! i cleaned my house up! Then I went to Jack's and got some breakfast! Then I came home and got online and decided I wanted to make a new live journal! So I've been doin that since! I'm waiting on my boyfriend Anthony to come over! I love him so much! We have been together for like two years! That's a long ass time! I didn't think I'd ever be with anyone that long! But yep! Well I'm going to go sense he should be here soon! I'll update really soon! Bye!